BONQUISHA

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 04:44:39 GMT

i love sleeping with my babygirl.

i can't do without her.

i need a breather

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 22:15:43 GMT

I don't know if it's the surround sound music I'm listening to or what, but I'm homesick for San Diego right now & I'm feeling a bit too nostalgic of last summer. If I remember correctly, this is the time I ran away last year & as bad as that was, it was one of the best stuff. I miss sneaking out at 1 or 2 in the morning just to "kick it" & get all caught up in the moment. It made me feel like a teenager at its prime. I felt like I knew my shit & I had everything good. Also summerschool last year was bomb. UHH. But now I can't do any of that shit cos I'm a mother. Eww, just the sound of that gives me goosebumps. But it's reality and now I've gotta deal with it. Life has its ups and downs and it goes by quickly. I wouldn't have done anything different. With every mistake, you learn. Hopefully this time around, my boyfriend has learned and if not, I'm not afraid to leave. I've got all I need. Despite everything I've done, I still feel blessed & I'm thankful. Thankful to God, my family & also my friends. UHH, you know who you are. ♥

FUCK USPS

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 21:07:47 GMT

so today, I was expecting my phone to come in the mail from boyfriend, since USPS fucking delayed. I was waiting like a damn dog on a porch the whole day at home. So when my mom goes outside, she sees a notice from the USPS saying "SORRY WE MISSED YOU"?!?!?! WTF I was SO home & waiting the whole day & had my hopes up & shit. So I decided to call them & file a fucking complaint on their asses. When I asked the lady why I didn't even hear them doorbell or anything (given the fact I was waiting & home the whole day), she gave me a stupid ass excuse saying, "oh, they probably knocked softly or not at all ma'am" So I go, "THEN HOW THE HECK WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW THEY WERE HERE?!" SO fucking dummmb I SWEAR.

I hate stupid people.
I hate people that have no common sense.
It makes me wanna beat the living fuck out of their fucking brains & shit.

UGH!

i love you i love you i love you

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:04:50 GMT

I'm in love with Natasha Beddingfield's voice.
She's like a Nelly Furtado meets Macy Gray.
I love it I love it I love it. hahaha.

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 00:12:02 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 03:32:05 GMT

I hate the R. KELLY "trapped in the closet" series'. They disgust me with a passion because they seem all too familiar and all too similar. uggh

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 20:37:32 GMT

It's funny how there are guys out there that claim they're completely in love with their girlfriends and whatnot. But they furtively have another life that they live.. such as an internet life. I think guys like that, guys that have an account for EVERY DAMN internet social group are desperate & disgusting. They want to meet girls through the internet & are willing to do whatever to get pussy. Yet when a girl does the same, it's degrading.

I think guys like that need to seriously ponder on their way of life & do it quickly before their enervated girlfriends get fed up & leave them for good. or, seriously fuck THEM over.

hahaha, it's not my loss.

-SIGH-

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 06:37:52 GMT

Today was kick back yet tiring. I woke up with a freakin pain in my stomach & then went to the doctor's at 2pm. The doctor said I could be giving birth in a week (considered full term)! since my baby's already positioned & I feel more pain now. I'm just hoping she'll be healthy. Anyway, after my appointment, I went with my mother & auntie to watch "MR. & MRS. SMITH". It was too cute. Brad Pitt turned me on, like always. Then we headed to Corona to go shopping & I just got some baby beanies from Gymboree that are like UBER adorable & got my nails done cos I felt fugly. & getting your nails done is one of the best remedies. Then we went back to my aunt's house & stayed there til like 11:00 & I'm like so tired now & I didn't get to talk to boyfriend the whole day. I hope you got your rest! okay, that's all. I'm izzout.

mmm!
hahah yeah, i edited this ad. (what a loser)

HAHAHA BITCH

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 21:08:24 GMT

So when I left XANGA, I wrote my last blog as "XANGA IS FOR GOOKS... that's why I'm out" & some lame ass gook stranger felt offended I guess & left me this comment.

I guess he's SO cool, handsome & hardcore gangster. That's why he's got 50 cent at the top of his sorry ass page & that's why he can only show half his face as his profile picture. Gosh, I'm sweating him. =)

I WANT THIS SO BAD!

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 19:29:57 GMT

I'll give head to anyone that can find this bitch!

HAHAHA, just kidding, I'll just love you forever MAN.

OH YEAH, & HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY BABY DADDY!

ugggggggggggghhhhhh

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 02:08:08 GMT

I HATE BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP.

It's too much work. Especially when your boyfriend has a damn history of cheating.

FUCK IT.

i guess it's whatever

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 22:30:54 GMT

So I was watching "A Baby Story" today, as usual. And I heard this really cute name. And with everyone telling me what to name my own child, I'm left undecided again. But I like this feeling because now I wanna name her based on what she looks like when she's born. It gets tiring when friends, aunts, cousins, your boyfriend, etc. are arguing and dictating you on what to name your baby. I mean it was exciting at first, but now it's overwhelming. So, I'm just gonna go with the flow & declare that as of now, my baby's name is undecided. So for now, I'm gonna call her "whatever" or "babygirl". =)

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 22:57:12 GMT

Gosh, I had so much on my mind I wanted to blog about but now I went blank. Damn it babygirl!

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 23:13:44 GMT

applebee's & mission inn

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my little, yet taller brother MARCEL =)

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 22:56:36 GMT

GOSH, for those that know me must know that I adore the color pink, but it's like none of my friends like it! hahaha, oh well, makes me different. I'm such a loser. Thao loves me so much & that's why she got me this today. This is the second one, aww, I love Urban Outfitters. <3

Today, I attended childbirth classes, formerly known as "Lamaze classes". & It seriously was entertaining & helpful. But everytime I'm reminded of giving birth, I don't wanna do it anymore!

I've got SO MUCH homework to do. But the terrible procrastinator I am, has to do it alllll tonight & tomorrow morning. I just hope I won't be too tired later. Cos I decided to treat Marcel out to eat tonight, only cos I have moolah.

I'm such a bomb ass sister & you know it.

thanks mae =)

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 05:39:39 GMT

I love love love my page! Not only am I hecka cute, but now so is my page.
Today was really hectic. Like I ran a bunch of errands, including mailing the invitations =D But it was so damn hot! Like I swear I could've had a heat stroke if I wanted to. hahaha.
NEWS FLASH.. BRIAN BROKE UP WITH MONIKA! hahahahaha! I'm laughing like, literally. I don't care & that's why I mention it. Anyway..

I've got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one. HEHEHE

I don't know

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 04:52:20 GMT

I FINALLY FINISHED MY SHOWER INVITATIONS!
So everyone should be expecting them sometime this week. I can't wait til I'm done with this year's high school courses. I'm not as excited as I remembered I should be when I'd finally be a SENIOR. I used to look forward to my SENIOR year but I guess that's gone down the drain. Now all I'm looking forward to is my daughter. I always had an idea in the back of my head that I'd get pregnant early but not this early. Life is full of surprises. Some good, some bad.

I've been so stressed out since December & I need a break. First ex-boyfriend bullshit, this pregnancy, rumors, church, family & so much other sidestuff. There are instances when I super duper miss my girls. Especially last summer =/

Doesn't it suck when you think you've got something bad but when things get worse the bad shit seems so great? uggh.

It's like WHATEVER.

...

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 03:32:03 GMT

I felt my baby's head today =)

I'm lost..

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 03:23:42 GMT

HELP ME MAE & CARINN! hahaha, I'm intimidated!